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Pat O'Brien's is closed
and it's late
even in the Big Easy -
the one we all knew once,
or imagined.

We're down by Jackson Square,
finally away from the beads
and beer stands -
the kids with coffee can lids
nailed to their sneakers
shuffling a few
tap-ti-taps,
shucking each other,
then at it again,
too young to have talent.

We all want to be the Fool
stepping out lightly from the cards,
she says,
leaving behind the Devil
and the Hierophant.
And the Eight of Wands too,
she adds, after a while.

The other tarot readers
folded their decks
and chairs hours ago.
The guy with the mythically
golden boa wrapped around his neck
and his girlfriend with the pointy pink hair -
are nowhere to be seen.

She smokes a clove cigarette
and resting one loose arm
on the wrought iron fence.
I sit on the curb, spent.
Neither one of us is sure
why we're still here
as the street sweeper whirs
and clatters by,
yellow lights flashing
"caution".

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Published in The Maynard

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Tonight, again

I keep the rum
in the back of the cabinet
because it tastes like pain.

The beer tastes like poker
or dominoes;
the wine like the children
have gone to bed early,
and the dishes are done.

The rum pours into any glass
when I shove aside the amaretto
(which tastes like romance)
and the sambucca
(which tastes like history),
clinking the bottles
to draw the rum
from where it has been banished
since last time.

paper boat

come aboard my paper boat
because today I am a captain,
and tomorrow we may be swimming again.

let's not talk of expectations,
let's not talk of dreams.

instead feel the breeze off the water
and the sunshine on your hair.

are we riding up the well
of broken history?
or the river of despair?
perhaps it is the ocean of loneliness.

it doesn't matter right now -
because right now
the swells are beneath our feet,
and at this very moment we are dry.